Does anyone ever feel like they are pretending to be a man for others?
As I become more acceptant of my femininity, I find that there are times when I need to be my male self, that on the inside, I haven't made the switch. In essence, I pretend to be masculine or at least the man they have become accustomed to..
This ads to my general gender confusion. Fortunatly it doesn't detract from the gender experience.
I may be approaching a gender crisis. We can call it genderpause!