So when i first started to crossdress i did it becaus ei loved the way the clothes felt and how i felt but after i had a orgasm sorry to be blunt the feeling would be over and id be discusted with myself (being discusted only lasted alittle while) but now that im older i can stay dressed all day no matter orgasm or not and the only feeling i have is god i want breasts, make up done gorgeus, nails done, hair long, etc.