Well my home life sucks as some of you may know. Parents are very closed minded and hate all who are like us in the world. I had some really bad problems happen at home last night and my dad said I had until the end of the month to get out. Now its changed but he wants me to think and tell him what I need to do that will truly make me happy.
I've opened up to the world that Im a crossdresser, looking into if its more then really crossdressing, but Im still closed about it to my family. They have disowned family in the past for really dumb things, this would be towards the top of the "bad things you can do" list for them so if they are told, I'm most certain I will be kicked out of the house for sure. Lose my job, and have no place to stay.
I have a lot to think about with this but one thing I was wondering, should I take this time to actually finally come out to my family, who will then think I'm a freak and want nothing to do with me (about a 99.7% chance of happening) or do I figure me out more first and then tell them at a later time if necessary? I dont know what I should do