I would post this in "Out and About" but the moderators moved my last similar thread here so I will post it here.
I just took another step outside my 12 story apartment building for a clove cigarette. But this time... people saw me!
I was sitting on a bench enjoying my clove, (without nervous shakes this time) when a guy opened the door and stuck his head out asking me if I had a spare cigarette, I just shook my head no in subdued horror, he thanked me and left.
An older couple entered the same door, noticing me sitting there with no out of the ordinary response.
No screaming, no outrageous looks, no verbal accusations of "Hey, you're a man!".
Again, this still feels silly, but people I don't know have seen me... as a woman. It feels so big, so mind-bending, I am ecstatic!