Does this mean that you are not you when you are with your family more?
I find this very sad. I am sorry that you feel so disconnected from your family and you live a dual life or reality.
I don't have any answers for you because I could never figure out how to make it work with my CD. I would like to hear more stories of sucessful relationships with cd's.
Perhaps you have been given the gift of opportunity to reconnect with your family and a new satifactory balance will be found.
As far as losing your job to a new guy. Well one should always have a alternate career route or back up plan because nothing is ever for sure. High customer satifaction is making a come back in many industries because it is how you get an edge on your competition. This might be exactly what your company is doing by haveing more people who can provide this service. In my profession Service excellance is our number one goal corporation wide.
Kitty