I was sooo close to saying something to my mother Monday while we were shopping! Well, it was mostly me, and she was there to make sure I was actually getting the dress type stuff I was forced to wear last night for my senior night (just a night for the seniors at school where they give out awards and such, had to be in a suit ). Anyway, the first point of this she's stopped to look at the sale rack sitting outside one of the stores on our way out which really did have some very cute dresses I wouldn't have minded, but back to the point. I was trying to get her to hurry because I can't hardly stand temptation sometimes hehe, and she says "Are you embarassed to be standing here looking at clothes with me?" I nearly went "No, it's just I can't have any so I'd rather not be here looking." Luckily I have some thought before I speak (only at special times mind you ) and just said yes lets go. Then as we walk through the last store to get to the car she said something and my eyes sort of wandered off to an outfit that was on a model thing (I forget the real word for these at the moment, but hopefully y'all know what I mean) and she told me not to roll my eyes at her. I was like "Wha...I....oh....ok, sorry." I got so excited at seeing some of those outfits I nearly lost it! Hehe, but best that I kept that in since we were in a public setting and she doesn't yet know. Hopefully soon I'll say something about it in a more private area and see how it goes there. Not that much of a ground breaking thing, but I was happy I didn't just blurt things out like I normally would have. I am slowly rebuilding after that purge, graduation money is very, very good for that .
I was so jealous last night seeing some of those girls dresses! I was probably the only guy looking a girl up and down for what she was wearing. Wow I would have killed for some of that and to look that good in it! Was wishing nearly the entire night that was me instead of them. Oh well, I have my times and they have theirs!
Take care girls!