Today sucks! I feel terrible. I argued with my wife this morning before work, it was not a huge fight but things are pretty tense at the moment. A few months back she found my "stash" in my shed, panties, mini skirts, bikini, hot pants, everything! but she said nothing to me about it until last week when the subject of feminine men came up. She said I am fem because I shave my body, I then went straight into denial mode & stormed out Since then we have been ok but I can feel that she wants to know why I have those clothes & I dont blame her, I"m just scared I will lose her if the truth comes out. There are times {like now} I hate myself for what I do but I am pretty sure that I cannot stop doing this & what will happen if I try, I feel so "me" when I"m dressed as a woman yet I still get the feeling of shame that I"m betraying my family. Sorry for posting a crappy subject like this but you girls are all i have at the moment....
Chantelle...oxox...