I was going to post this upstairs but I'm not sure if it fits there.
I have no desire to go out dressed at all. But, having thought about it, if I did it would be as some sort of manic self induced panic attack, for the dare of it. (I could also go bungy jumping but I choose not to do that too.)
I am sure there is a large proportion of the "cross dressing in public" that is more to do with adrenalin than self expression. The dare of being 'read'. The 'can I get away with this'. The various threads recently about nearly being caught, trying to be caught....It's like kids playing on railway lines.
In fact, when you get to the psychology of addictive gambling and so on, the buzz, the rush, the dare, the adrenalin, it must be for some people the same effect.
Or am I missing something?