Carrie,
Great post. Thanks very much for sharing!
I think it is quite possible to find a loving CD partner, and one who has all the characteristics you are looking for. The only issue I see is that crossdressing is not a very common lifestyle, and therefore the pool of available partners is much smaller than that of non-CD'ers.
Secondly, you may well find that many of the CD'ers with whom you would get along like a house on fire are actually in the closet, and not ready to expose themselves.
It's a tough situation, because of these two issues, and I only wish I could suggest a better way of approaching the search. Hmmm, food for thought!