Sometimes I worry that because of the happiness crossdressing brings to me, that in the future I might take it further than I want to go. And that would likley cause me to lose my most important relationships.
I understand that there are those who who have a real need to take it as far as possible for their own sanity, but for me, I know myself pretty well and I know that there is a fine line between experiencing a wonderful fulfilment that is truly a part of my being and risking getting caught up in a fantasy that just isn't reality for me. The pink fog can become all consuming.
I would like to hear from others on how you deal with separating a genuine need from not carrying a fantasy too far.
Sometimes when I see a female that I would like to be like, I get this feeling that resonates from my gut through my chest of a yearning to be more feminine. What I have also learned that when this feeling happens that if I wait for a while that "this too shall pass" and after a while I am back to my "normal" self.
90% of the time I am very satisfied with myself being the male that I am, but those yearnings are real when they are there.
Any thoughts?