Just wondering if anyone has had this happen to them.She knew of my cross dressing well before our wedding. At first she was at arms length with it, knew I did it but wasn't interested in any way. After our wedding and the first few years she was active and encouraging, we had girls night at least once a month at home fully dressed. A few of those times she tried to get me to go downtown but of course I chickened out. In the last year when I have dressed fully I get the look and she disappears to our room. If I only put on a robe and maybe a pair of nylons and panties, not nearly as bad. It's not a big deal but not the same as before and I miss that.
My wife has been going through some nasty family stuff (sisters, parents and trying to fix everyone) the last little while so talking to her has been difficult if not impossible with out coming off selfish but we manged a small talk.
She wishes I never did it and feels she had to seperate herself to have somewhat of a normal life. She had also tried to get me involved in community groups and meet people to help deal with our situation but of course I always backed down. So with all this other stuff going on she has put it on the 'Do not think about list'.
Basically she loves me but can't deal with cross dressing right now or maybe never.The full thing is out of the question, some is ok but I haven't tried anything lately (home reno's). All I can think is man did I blow it. I hope I get another try at this and didn't screw up my only chance of exploring this more with her. At least I'm not totally banned.
Thanks for listening, any thoughts welcome.
Lee.