Good question Wendy,
I sure have changed over the years,went through the same "guilty perv" feelings, then found out I wasnt alone, thanks to the internet and found myself,, accepted who I am.
Next was the rush of getting out, meeting friends taking girl trips going to events,, I was hooked !!
Now I have turned into some sort of recluse cd hermit or something,, I can dress at home whenever I want,,not often latley, we all know how that goes, but when it comes to going out I have lost the urge or excitement ? Cant explain why,, dont know if its another phase ?
I feel bad knowing I havnt gone out when invited to some local girls nights out's,mainly because I still want to meet up with everyone. The last time I planned a night out I ended up with unexpected guests and it didnt work out.
SCC is here 30 miles from home and for the second year in a row I dont think I will make it. I used to plan all year for this event so why dont I make the effort to get fixed up and drive downtown where there are hundreds of us having a great time ?Is there a name for someone turning anti social ? I miss seeing everyone but something has changed.
Ok that was a bit of a rant , but yes I have changed
Cindy
