I've been doing much thinking and I have decided to start living my life 24/7 as a woman. Anything and everything I do is as a woman does. I shave daily, face, legs, chest. I do makeup, even if its just a little bit. My wardrobe is strictly womans clothing now. I wear my female entire to work as well.'
At this point in time I don't foresee going the SRS route but that option is totally not out of the question. I feel like a woman, I look in the mirror, even in male mode and I see a woman. I'm still considering the idea of implants even down the road.
I have been questioning this about myself for a long time now and I have come to the realizations that when I do go in male mode, I feel out of place, I don't feel comfortable, and I don't see myself if I'm not in the female role.
I'm not up on all my terminology but I was wondering, being in this state, what does this make me? Is it more then just being a crossdresser? Also have others been in this situation and where did it go for you and how did you work through it. I am trying to not only be knowledgeable about myself, but of the situations and surroundings of those that have walked through this process as well.