I am soo depressed and distraught right now. I have been dating this wonderful girl now going on 2 years. She knows about me and my desire to transition and we have talked about it and she loves me no matter what and I her. She totally supported me and I wud truly like to spend the rest of my life with her and although I go both ways I dont care that she is a girl and love her with all my heart. I truly want to spend the rest of my life with her and wud like to marry her someday and I thought we cud accomplish this, well last night we were watching a movie "maid to Honor" and when it came to the characters getting married she started crying, not because she was happy at the scene but because she felt she could never have that. I feel like I hurt her although she says that she is happy with me and yet i cant help but feel sad and dont know what to do, she is my world right now. I am sad and depressed.