Hey girls. I just feel like I needed to come here to write something. I've been having this fantasy that won't go away, I want to dress up and explore my feminine side. I want to be the pretty girl I can see myself as but I'm afraid to do it. The economy sucks so I'd be spending a lot of money on clothes and make-up then I'd like to, and if I ever did I'm sure my family or friends would find out. I have no clue what to do and I'm going crazy because I'm not able to be the girl I wish to be... Any suggestions on what I could do?