The dreaded Pink Fog has arrived. And I have realized. I am not as balanced as I have thought. Far from it. I want to dress. I want to shop. I want long nails. I want my ears pierced. I want a female haircut. And I feel guilty about it.
I started dressing only recently, a half a year ago maybe? My wife has been accepting. It is not something she would chose but as long as it makes me happy she is fine with it. I have been dressing about 2-3 times a week (apart from sleeping, I sleep in female pajamas, I sleep much better then). I enjoyed my female side. I enjoyed my male side. I was happy. I was balanced. My wife was happy. Everything was great. So why the Pink Fog now? And how to deal with it?