Jenniecd has a boyfriend/ plus update
Well my dear friends - I have a boyfriend. He is the owner of the beauty salon that Ronnie works in (also another one and a beauty supply store). He is Gay, Name is John.
Well about 3 weeks ago Ronnie asked if he could bring his boss over for dinner (he, Ronnie, would supply the food) I said of course.
Well the day came and we were sitting there eating dinner (oh John knows I am a Crossdresser so that was no surprise). Well during dinner I noticed that he would be looking at me - of course did not say anything nor did I make it known that I noticed. Well after dinner - Ronnie dutifully told us to go to the living room and get to know each other and he did the dishes for us. Well we chit chatted for awhile then I asked him "John I noticed you staring at me - have you ever seen a Crossdresser before?" He said he did not know that I noticed but yes he had seen Crossdressers before - in fact has one working for him at one of his salons - but not as pretty as me. We talked some more then Ronnie came in and the 3 of us talked for a bit more and they were leaving. I kissed both of them on the cheek and they left. About 10 minutes my phone rang and it was Ronnie saying that John wanted to come and visit me for dinner again - I said if John wanted that he had to ask me. Well in about 10 minutes or less the phone rang and it was John. He asked if he could bring some food from the local best Chinese here and I said of course when - and it was set for 2 days from them.
He came over and had a huge box of food (must have bought out the Chines Restaurant) and another one for what he said was for me but I could not open it until after dinner. Well the girl in me said I need to open it now - and he laughed and said ok. It was the biggest box of makeup supplies I have ever seen in my whole life. Top of the line. After dinner we sat and talked and as he left I again gave him a kiss on the cheek. Before he left he said he would like to come over every few days and clean and fix up my wigs of course for free - and I said yes.
Well he would come over every other day and wash my wigs and set them up real pretty and we would small talk. Then this past Saturday night - he came over at my invitation for just dinner and we sat after dinner watching TV and He took my said and said was it ok - I said yes and he has the softest hands I have ever felt....and I could tell he was nervous. And I squeezed his hand and said don't worry I wont bite. We just sat there all comfy and then around 10PM he was going to leave. I stopped him at the door and told him I never said a proper thank you for the gift he gave me. I grabbed him and brought his head to mine and gave him one of the deepest, longest kisses he I know has ever had. And he reciprocated. I brought him closer to me and we were like one. I felt his "manhood growing" and kinda pushed away and said I think its late and he panting said yes I think so too. Gave him another quick deep kiss and he left. I closed the door and said outloud PHEW - that was close. He is coming over tonight for dinner and to do my wigs again - to my relief as I was worried after Saturday he would not come or call again.
My dilemma is this - There are times when he came over and we sat there that I have wanted to say the old saying "just a minute let me slip into something more comfortable - lol" but never have. I have never had sex with a male before. BUT tonight was the first time I have come close to it. I just don't know what to do. He is a total gentleman BUT I am afraid of maybe this becoming a "one time wham bam thank you maam" thing and that would hurt me ever so much. I feel I want to but just don't know. As I said I have never had sex with a male before and I am Jennie and do have girl feelings and boy do I ever have dreams of making love with men. SO HELP ME PLEASE. What to do? I know anything you may say will just be the informational type - but I need it as like I said THIS WAS CLOSE. I have a feeling that while it could be a wham bam thank you maam - it also could be wonderful and well who knows?
All replies can be PM'd to me if you like - and I feel that would be better. If then you want my yahoo messenger username - I will give it and we can chat it over. Thank you.
Love to you all,
Jennie CD
Originally Posted by clayfish
Tell him I think he's a nice man.
