So let em explain i am really trying to understand who i ama nd why i do the things i do. I think i've gotten through the guilt phase of this mostly. But there are still many things about me and the girl i strive to be i don't understand. I love dressing up the way i feel with my favorite bra and panties and my best short skirt. I feel very sexy by it and it really turns on my wife. But if i have sex at all once I'm dressed up i have like this urge to get rid of the clothes I'm wearing. Well not get rid but to stop dressing up and to dress as a man. Maybe that is some kind of sub conscious guilt i still haven't dealt with. Any of you girls ever feel like this or am i alone with these feelings. Its sometimes to the point that i try really hard to not have sex while dressed up to savor the experience of it all.
