XMAS day we will have 19 people over for dinner. Both family and friends. My wife and three others (one a male who I just told) will know that I am a cross dresser. I will be wearing panties, painted toe nails, ear rings and nylons. Would love to tell rest of family, but with two grand daughters present can't. Would love to wear a dress and full make up, wig, etc, but can't. Already I want to scream. It will be interesting.