In a couple of more days I will be 50 years old. As I attended the 50th birthday parties of other members of my and my ex's family I wondered what it would be like on my 50th birthday, what sort of celebration I would be having, who would attend, what silly gifts they would bring and so on...

Well never in a million years did I ever imagine that in fact I would have split up with my wife over cross dressing, that I would have moved out on my own, that my old social circle would have been completely gone and that on my 50th birthday I would be driving around the US on my own on a quest to figure out who I am.

It is funny how life can take these really odd turns and take you to places that you never expected.