How do I change ‘ myself’ so I don’t feel so alone, I was thinking about one of the threads and fitting in with the girl talk , yet I always at some point know its time for me 'to not be ' in the girl talk and leave the room , go do the guy thing, or as I realized thinking about it, just leave the event, time to go (run) I can never let my fem side show, except when I dress and that is behind closed doors , alone. I’m afraid to meet other (cd’s),
I can except my fem side when im alone, here on the net,
I have never been a ( joiner )
I’m trying to find my demons , so I can understand them , you know?
