As I go further and further in this process, I finally see a few things that surprise me. I always thought badly towards the TS girls after they transition and disappear from the community. Now I am beginning to understand since I am feeling that same feeling. While my feelings are those of just a cd'er, I see the simularities.

I have gotten to where I don't want to go to the TG friendly places as much. I want to go where mainstream america goes. The more comfortable I get the more I realize these feelings. The more I seem to be pulling away from the community.

Has anyone else felt these feelings and not transitioned?