Let me start off with what a great site this place has been. I'm starting to do things haven't done in years I have purchased panties at wal mart , tried makeup few time amd even put a picture on tjia site. I just want to tell her so bad we'll be sitting there I will be thinking that this is perfect time but I can't spit it out. I worry so much what will happen, will she leave me will shr always look at me in different way at the same time I feel this i'm to a point of no return. I can't stop who I am it makes me happy but I want her know feel like i'm lying to her by not telling her,also I want to branch out more as a cd but can't till she is fully aware. I'm just so at ends right now and don't know what to do
