I have been a cd since I was 6. I've always been in the closet. Obviously my mother knew. She bought me my first panties and I've been hooked ever since. I wear panties and have my toe nails painted almost 24/7. A few of my female friends have known too. I am fully shaved but when I go to the doctor I still dress in full guy mode. I'm very active at my church and in youth work. Incidentally I am 100% straight. I am more and more tempted to come out, but I'm afraid it will damage my church and youth work. When I'm home alone I do fully dress. Don't know how to handle all of this.
