I usually will wright about these little childhood flashbacks I have, they are just the littlest of things but yet it just leaves me these crazy memories.
Last night I went to bed after my wife, I usually put most of my fem stuff away before bed. Not to wake my wife I just folded everything and put it on my dresser. This morning I woke up and seen the clothes folded like that and "BAM" I freeze in the moment and get this flash back. I remembered being young and for some reason my mother would change in the only bathroom we would have and if you went to the bathroom at night I would find her neatly folded clothes on the counter and depending on what she was wearing the next day there might have been a dress hanging on the door and during the day her silk nighty or full slips would hang there.
Sharing room with my sister she had the same thing, I would wake up in the morning and usually find her folded clothes of what she wore the day before or the ones of what she would wear that day and also dresses or nighties hanging on the door. I remembered more then anything how the slips and bras were folded so perfect and the pantyhose almost laid out like thay were ironed and always on top. I remembered being curious of what slips or pantyhose they were going to wear that day and just crazy I enjoyed just viewing it.
Well I guess this morning first of all probably in still disbelief that neatly folded pile of clothes were mine and it just seemed that I folded them the same as my mom and sister did and believe these memories are many of my roots that lead to this thing that has grow into what it has.
Most kids back then probably dreamed of becoming a Astronaut, Firefighter or Policemen, but I probably wished back then I would grow up and wake up one morning and find that pile of my own fem clothes.
I know it's sounds crazy what I just wrote and I don't fear criticism but when I get these flashbacks it just blows my mind what triggers them and what's really in the back of my memory bank. Had to share and it does give me a wonderful feeling getting these flashbacks.