to be honest, I'd rather deal with online dealers, there's no way I could go into a shop and buy stuff, not right now anyway.

But the problem with buying online is I'm still in the closet to everyone, and if I get a package delivered, my parents are instantly gonna ask what it is. The only way I can think of to get something online is if I can make sure to intercept the post on that day, or buy something a couple of days beforehand of a similar size and convince them I bought it online.