OK, after many months of internal debate on the issue, I have decided that it is time to have "the talk" with my adult daughter. As scared as I might be about it affecting our close relationship, I just feel like I have to be honest with her about this part of me. I also do not want her to find out from someone else or by some accident. The more time I spend going out dressed, the greater the risk that someone we both know will run into me or see me and let it slip to her. On top of everything else, the fact that she is going to present me with my first grandchild sometime this coming spring will not make it any easier for her to deal with if I keep putting it off.
I have always raised her to have faith in herself and to not judge other people just for being different.
Having tolerance for weird behavior from friends or strangers is one thing, while accepting such from a family member tends to be a much more challenging proposition.
She is meeting me for lunch on Monday, so I will let you all know afterwards how it turns out.
Please send the positive thoughts my way!