I know how you feel hon, however, Alot of us think purging will solve our complex feelings/emotions and make everything"normal" again, i know I thought that throughout my 30 yrs of dressing and purging, only to come back, sometimes it was 2 months sometimes 2 years,admittidly i thought i felt better...only to realize that i just needed to come back, we gurlz live a very complex life, more than most realize, my net result was It just cost me alot of money. If you truly feel relaxed,complete and just plain good when dressed , then I believe you too will return to dressing, I do hope I"m wrong about this however, time will tell.
