I just came out to someone on the phone that may spread the word to others I know. She wouldn't do it to be mean or anything but she is a talker and the chain of who we know and are related to is quit the spider web. I know every time I talk with anyone in that web I will have knots in my stomach and wonder if they know. I usually don't worry about what I can't fix but this one subject has always made me so nerves. Guess I will try and put this deal in perspective but for now that won't be easy.
Somewhat embarrassed, Jill