Myself that is. Yes I have this secret that I just feel totally great and everything when I do try to or get a chance to dress. I am finally again trying to dress again. After I went into my guilty phase again and I am starting all over again. I guess this is one reason it is so hard to make lasting friendships on here or anywhere. I am to inconsistent. But it is who I am. I just wish I was accepting of something that makes me feel great. I wish I was able to tell those that I love, but I never will. It will always be a secret to that side. I long to walk down a street still dressed. To be made up and go out. Closets can be fun,but only for a short time. Eventually you have to get out...right. Why is these feelings just so hard....why was this instilled in me...why??????????