i feel that i am full time but i only dress or live as jessica rains after work and when my daughter who i get to see every other weekend i am her father paul because she is too young and she desn't understand yet and as for my spose she don't like it but we are getting a devorce but well remain good friends and roommates because i am gay and like men insted of women and in my line of work this is frond on and i have to be male around these folks because i am an security officer.........................lots of love jessica rains