I am a closeted, 48 y/o cd, also with a lot of desire to transition. I'm finding that every day my frustration level of not being able to come out is growing exponentially. I am almost at the point of just blurting it out to whoever is that lucky person when I decide to burst.
So I really don't know what to do next.
I have a feeling that it's really going to eat me up inside.
I think I already know the answer to this one - it'll find its own way of coming out, and I'll feel like a weight's been lifted off my shoulder.
This site brings me a lot of comfort knowing I'm not alone.
Thanks for letting me vent.