Despite what I said in another thread about not leaving my own property dressed, I have a very strong desire to go out in public. I did go out many years ago to a Halloween party dressed in my gf's bathing suit (at her urging). It didn't take much urging to get me to dress and with her help I took first place at the party and was even asked to dance by several of the men (they were drunk), but I did dance with them.
This brings me to now, I have been giving serious thought to going out this coming Halloween. That time of the year would give me a perfect excuse should I be stopped by police and if someone I knew saw me. My first step in my plan was to dress and video tape as I moved around the house, this is what I did the other day.
What a shock! I have never watched anything so lame in my life, forget the fact that I didn't use makeup, just the way I walked and looked was enough to make me throw up. I couldn't pass even as a guy in a dress, it was horrible.
Can any of you girls give me some tips on what I can do to improve myself? I continue to watch gg's on TV and when I am out, trying to pick up on their demeanor, but I must be missing something. I am not going to kid myself by thinking I will just walk out the door and be able to pass, but I don't want to be read before I get out of the car either. If seen by another cd I would at least like them to think I was making a good effort to pass.
Renyta