I want to extend my heartfelt thanks and gratitude to those who have responded and restored my faith in the family I have found here. I feel I am part of this weird community and yesterday when I was labeled a troll it stung and it cut to suggest that I thought you were acting dishonestly. I have never met a group that is more honest with themselves and that really was the point of my post. I didn't realize I had to be extra diligent with semantics.
Although I didn't specify, my original post was directed primarily to CD's and was meant to compliment. So many of your posts have said what I was unable to articualte clearly. I am not a CD and it is difficult sometimes to understand your feeling and how you all think. It order to do that I don't need to need to stay inside my own element. I know what is there and it is beautiful. For those not there I hope you discover it. I too am discovering myself and my capacity to love. As you know it isn't always easy to find love coming back but what you put out is what is returned.
My soul sings. Thank you Tina, Kaitlyn, Misty, Vikki, Carol, Jane, Melissa, Amanda, Sally, Kayla, Paula, Phyliss, Elaine, Katie, Persephone and Rachael for you insightful input. I hope I didn't miss any of you. You all understand what I was trying to say, however clumsily, and you said it better than I. May you all create your inner joy and manifest it in the outer world.
