It is something in the air, call it the pink fog but every fall I remember how daring I get and get more daring. I decided to print the picture that I posted on the 11th. It was a shot from the chest up. I go to this corner store to buy lottery tickets now and then. There are these 3 yound girls that work there, Tonight Ashley and Megan were working. They are kinda friendly with me, there about 18 or 19 years old. I made up a story that my wifes lesbian girl friend dressed me up the other day and told them I had a pic. Ashley said hey can you send her my way, she then confided in me that she enjoys being with girls. Ofcourse they wanted to see. They both said I looked great and said that I could pass for a girl. I said U really think so here Megan is telling me infrount of customers you look like a woman totally, you pass. Now seeing a picture and seeiung a cd in person is a big difference, I don't have the confidence or proper attitude yet to pass but I am working on it. They were both very excited and siad that they ment it.. OMG talk about being on a high. They asked who did my make up and I kinda lied, and said the woman helped me. I Don't want to scare these girls, around last Halloween I walked in the store in open toe heels and brightly polished toes and girly jeans and Ashley said she enjoyed me showing off. She told Megan that I came in the store wearing Heels before and now that girl wants to see me in heels. I told them I had a full shot in a dress and heels and they both wanna see. I dion't wanna seem like the town weirdo but it is exciting having this interest. I am wondering if I should come out and tell them that I am a CDer . I am a bit scared who they would tell, I was in guy sandles tonight and my toes were polished a OPI's Bubble bath with a clear top coat, and Ashley even commented on how cute they looked. Oh you could tell I had polish on and you know what I didn't care what people thought. I later went to my friends house and he looked right down at my feet and said ,Why are your nails so shinny, are you wearing nail polish, I said yes a light color with clear. He then said you look a little effeminate like that and I said so what . Why am I outting myself like this. I don't wanna self destruct and I wanna stay in the closet somewhat But it feels so good to show off my feminine side. So would just let it go or would you print out a picture and show it to the girls???? wondering what just happened tonight !!