I know I've had these kind of thoughts since I tore my achillies and put on a ton of weight. Dressing didn't have the same feel as it did. I didn't feel as comfortable, sexy, etc. In the past few months, I've reconciled the urge to dress with the urge to feel femme. I find myself slipping into a femme mindset and getting a lot of the same enjoyment as I did dressing before. As I slim down, I find the urge to dress more, but its funny how I can just relax on the computer, or even just around the house as Krissi, in my head, even thought I'm Chris outside.
