I started dressing when I was 14 and now I am almost 24. In the last 10 years it has not really progressed any more than when it first started. I'm not sure if it had anything to do with going through puberty at that time, or if it was just because that was when I started finding myself home alone all the time. I have never been into "normal" female clothing, I've tried regular pants but took them right off thinking "what am I even doing?" It's always been underwear or lingerie or short skirts/dresses (the "*****" look I guess). When I wear these things I get this rush and its almost like I'm addicted to the scared feeling you get when you know you may be caught but I really don't want to be caught. I've tried a wig and lipstick a few times a long time ago but they didnt do anything to add to the experience and I didn't bother with them anymore. Just clothes and high heels when I had them. I never fel like I want to be a woman, even when I am dressed I don't think about being able to stay that way all the time. But my Wife and I are wondering what the chances are that it will progress further towards that way now that I'm not hiding it anymore and there is a feeling of acceptance. I don't think it will as I have absolutely no desire to go any further with it, but I guess you don't know what you haven't experienced. Anyone have any advise or experience with this sort of thing??