I cannot longer be so selfish and try to keep a relationship that is only about what I want and what is good for Ericka, I truly love my wife and I'm making this sacrifice on giving her up for her to find a real man to make her happy, I've told her that if I was in her shoes I would never understand someone like me and would never agree to be with a man like me, in the other hand, I find somehow relief that I will only concentrate on my self and not feeling so guilty on keeping someone hostage to my desires or problems......Thanks for your support sisters..
Love, Ericka