Hi Everyone
I am back from a little trip through denial, not The Nile. I completely shut down one of the better things in my life that I truly enjoy. I seem to do this from time to time and am just thankful that purging never happens during my insanity.
For me when in denial it is sort of like being on a bad diet. I do it for a while then fall off of the wagon hard. Every time after denial the desire seems greater than ever and I usually wind up shopping like a woman at a super sidewalk clearance sale, watch out!
Any of you have times were you hang up the dress and lock the closet and tell yourself no more only to return and be more hooked than ever?
I will have to say I have done this many times but they happen less frequently now and take less time to get over.
It feels good to be back, I missed all of you.
Suzy 2