Hello Lady's,
Happy new year and some new thoughts for a new year.
A few days ago I was responding to the question "wonder what going out is like" from one of the girls I communicate with.
I overlooked the nuts & bolts of going out and jumped directly to the emotional aspects.
This was my response.....
"Going out dressed ? I image its different for different girls. Myself I found it refreshing, relaxing and empowering (most-likely endorphins are being created just my opinion). I don't drink or I drink very little I don't need it when I'm on girl power high and it hasn't changed in 2 months."
This got me to thinking & that can bee dangerous.
Search 1. Endorphin's, Result was, yes they do what I thought they did.
Search 2. Endorphin's + Chrossdressing, Result..is as follows. (I cannot endorse nor condemned the site Iv not looked at it except for this article)
"GENDER EUPHORIA" (Iv been calling it girl power, I like that better).
"The intense "high" experienced when an individual cross dresses (especially the first few times) is known as gender euphoria. This "high" may be experienced each time a person dresses as the opposite gender. It may take months, or even years for gender euphoria to diminish. Even for those who have cross dressed in part for years, gender euphoria can still be experienced during that first exploration of full-enfemme. This elation is further intensified if the person is going through andropause, menopause or a change of life. A person who is chronically depressed or suffering from stress will often find a break from those negative feelings and by contrast experience even more of a rush".
"or even years " Sweet keeping my fingers crossed for that. It also kills my arthritis pain.
For the complete article, Link : GENDER EUPHORIA
Personal Observation: All my life its been , arousal and gratification, over and over. The same powerful drive that keeps our species procreating. Once out, it stopped, no more arousal. Arousal has been replaced by "EUPHORIA" an even bigger and longer lasting carrot . Apparently my Id relay wants me to go in this direction.
Note to self: Ego listen to Id, it knows whats best for us and Super-Ego, give the Ego good information so it don't go driving the bus off the road. We are doing ok, "looking good and feeling gorgeous" .
Disclaimer: I do not write in general terms I just speak for myself and my journey, I understand that everybody's road is different.