I have never had a desire to live my life as a woman, and I identify myself as a man and view myself as such and love my manhood. Most of the day, I don't want to dress as a girl and have no desire to do so. When I see a dress I like or a girl in a nice outfit, I want to put it on. That is one thing, but I am confused as to why I and many others want to dress up and be a woman. I have been a girl before, wearing a wig, makeup, dress, hosiery, heels, a bra, panties, with a purse strapped on my shoulder by my breasts. I looked like a girl and I was real sexy, but I didn't feel any different, so why would I want to take makeup and feminize my face? It's just something that confuses me. Even right now as I type this, I have a desire to put on a LBD, brown wig, toe peep heels, and be a girl again. I just don't understand why