So this might be a bit offensive to some of you or contradicting to your beliefs (which I already know all about and believe myself to be a CD without much experience) so if this offends you in any way I'm sorry.
So I've found myself to be a bit conflicted as of late. My urges have been stronger than ever and worse I know precisely what to do with the clothes and items and everything once I get them, even of how to get them. This isn't the normal daydream that I usually get anymore, now it's just a matter of should I do it or not. The thing is I'm still living with my parents and I'm going to college next year but I'm moving in two months. I meanwhile seem to be conflicted with the feeling of crossdressing.
Lately the months have gone by quickly without incidence and now I find myself on the threshold of wanting to find a makeup kit and some lingerie and have at it. The problem is that I don't have anywhere to do it. I have a tiny bedroom at my house surrounded by family members who don't give me enough time to be alone. Therefore with limited information as to where to crossdress outside of my house and no real way to transport my clothing during the move as my parents will be packing it and unpacking it without my knowing about it that means that the only thing I can do is suppress it.
So I ask you what do you do to suppress your urges when you absolutely have to?