I think I should have been born a woman. I hate everything about myself and being a man. Causes me much pain whenever I see myself in the mirror fresh out of the shower, or wake up and look down... not seeing what I would like to see. I am being treated for my issues but this one will never be solved sadly. As much as I would like to do something about it all I lack the confidence in myself to be an giant amazon woman. I hate attention and that would draw more attention to me, way more than I can handle or want.