So I know this may seem weird, but since I have been dressing again, my relationship with my wife has gotten better....as friends...
We almost seem to be growing into a strictly platonic loving relationship. We have been doing more things together like playing cards, watching movies, and just spending time together in general. When it comes to sex though, nothing... I seem to have been friendzoned. I tried to initiate it the other night and she wasnt all that responsive. It was dark and I told her after some time of trying to get the mood going....I cant see you so I don't see your reactions, but it kind of feels like your not really in the mood. She then stated...eh, not really. So of course I stopped and told her ok.
We then both rolled over and went to bed.
Like I said though, we have been spending more time together and have been feeling more of a friendship. It just feels more platonic relationship wise. Not sure if thats a good thing or bad. The problem I see is that I feel the same way for her. Like we are great friends, but not great lovers. Oh well. It is what it is I suppose. Maybe we are just starting back from the beginning and giving everything a second chance. Thats the way I'll look at it for now.