I'm interested in other's thought patterns, moods, mental, emotional, pyschological well being etc if you don't premit yourself an outlet to your feminine side? What do you think about, obess about, triggers your want and needs? In and with a purge? What are the negative and positive consequences of such?
Ho does it affect your work, your career, your relationship with others? Your marrigae to a GG? The impact of being a crossdresser on and in with your professional, mental, emotional, pyschological life?
In short what goes on in your head if you don't crossdres?