What a world we live in, of such variety, contrasts and choices. There is so much difference in everything, categories with sub-categories of which have sub-categories and so on. This connects with how I express myself, from one day to the next changes dramatically. That is the beauty of nature and I love to see it in others, in animals and in the environment.
But... I feel that maybe I adapt myself to my male life as that has been all I am allowed to follow. When I feel I must be manly I simply submit to it, without that pressure I wonder what I'd be. The real me, the me I don't share to anyone but my girlfriend is pretty happy being a girl, in fact really happy. Without societal pressure to conform, I would probably live as the real me publicly, rather than repress myself.
So, do you feel you live your public life just adapting to what is required?
And, if were to remove societal pressure (or even be able to resist it) would you even be who you are today?