How many of us out there after we finally figure out that this part of ourselves is not going away live to regret that? Do you wish there was a cure or something else that could keep you from being this person?
As I went through my purge I really wanted it to never be a part of me again I really wanted to show myself I could be a man without this other self, love my wife and make her as happy as she deserves.
Then it came back quicker than I expected but it came back.
I'm working much harder though to not allow this part of me to consume me the way it did before and Im still having trouble balancing that
I do want my wife happy I know she deserves it and Im not saying I should be unhappy but how can one balance such a difficult problem with one SO
Thanks for putting up with me
Leigh