The more I think about it, and the more I read on this (wonderful) forum, the more I realise that my desire to look like a woman goes back further than I realised. I just remembered that when I was 17 or 18 I wanted to look like Carly Simon. I was just starting to smoke pot so my normal day-dreaming was kicked into overdrive.
I admired her voice, her hair, her eyes, her sensuous, generous mouth- the way she dressed- but this wasn't a crush, it wasn't that I desperately wanted to make love to her- I wanted to BE her.
I was dating an older woman, so it wasn't like I wasn't into women- yet I found myself growing my hair longer, sitting down to pee, trying on female clothing for the first time (other than their underwear which I'd already been wearing for maybe 4 years) and floating around in a Dior 'mens' nightshirt which was so nearly a dress that I can't believe my mother didn't balk at buying it for me. Blue and white thin horizontal stripes- my god you have to be slim to carry that off.
Happy memories.
So who did/do you want to be ladies?