In the past I went through so much pain and aggravation to hide my dressing. I'd get mortified at the thought of someone finding out about my crossdressing. But now it really doesn't matter to me if people find out or see me dressed as amber. Ive came out to two GG friends of mine that have been completely awesome and supportive to me, and they have both encouraged me to bring amber out and let her shine. I think 2015 is going to be alot of first's for me and I'm never going to look back. Ive been hiding the real me for to long.