I scored two purchases from the Memorial Day weekend sales. A black jumpsuit that was all lace around the shoulders and a pair of Aerosoles Barista Pumps. I'd been wanting to try out a jumpsuit but had kept going back and forth on how fashionable they were (not that I ever go anywhere...). They both arrived yesterday. I've never felt that comfortable in an outfit before! The jumpsuit was perfect for lounging in front of the computer, but the shoes, they're like heaven. I think I could wear them all day long. Around midnight, after I had been wearing them both for a few hours, I was standing at the back door listening to the wind, and the thought crossed my mind how easy it would be to just open the door and walk out to the truck parked under the carport. Once I got there I would be mostly concealed from neighbor's eyes. After a few minutes deliberation, I opened the door, but not the screen door. I thought about how amazing it would be to be outside wearing no guy clothes what so ever. I shut the door. Went back to the living room. Looked at the truck keys. Realized if I made it out to the truck it wouldn't be that much more to just get in and go for a drive. Boom. Heart pounding. No wig or makeup on, and I was scruffy from a few days of not shaving. If anyone did see me driving the only give away would be the lace shoulders of the jumpsuit and the black bra straps underneath the lace. I deliberated for about a half an hour. Working myself up to it, just grab the keys and wallet and go!
In the end though, two things stopped me from taking the leap. One, neighbor's lights were still on and the backyard has a motion activated flood light, and two, I'm not sure my girlfriend would be to happy about me leaving the house. She's fine with me going out underdressed but all women's clothes might be too much. Not that she would ever know I did but... gotta keep things honest.
In the end, no regrets but I can't even imagine how great it would have felt.
I guess I have to start admitting that I do have a desire to go out more dressed than just underdressed.